Shelly Price

I know the words I'd like to say to you...
to give thanks for all that you've done.
But each time I try to say the words...
they escape me as fast as they come.
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Shadows dance on the walls as I lay next to you,
I'm hypnotized by your breathing as you sleep.
I feel an overwhelming sense of peace within me,
which has caused a single tear to roll onto my cheek.
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Closed eyes can see,
lips upon lips.
Thoughts empty of resistence,
bodies filled with urgency.
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I've tried to write these words,
so many times before.
To say the things that are in my heart,
to the man that I adore.
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I have loved but one man in my life...
one man that I loved who didn’t love me.
I tried to get him to open his eyes,
but his eyes were shut and too blind to see.
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For all the days of my life...
I will love you.

I will love the beauty of what was meant to be,
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As we each said our last good-bye...
each mistake rolled through my head.
I tried so hard to block them out...
all the ugly things we said.
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When love becomes affliction,
there's not much one can do.
Despite the way you don't love me,
I'm still deeply in love with you.
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I close my eyes to see
your lips upon mine.
Your thoughts empty of 'I shouldn't'.
your body full of 'I must'.
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Somewhere in the darkness...
buried beneath the debris.
There's a soul that's been lost...
the one that lived inside of me.
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You be the wind within my hurricane,
I'll be the center of your raging storm.
You be the hills that make up my valley,
and I'll be the sun that keeps you warm.
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What have I done this time,
to deserve your wrath?
What infraction have I violated,
causing this kink in our path?
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There's a certain kind of magic,
that exists within your eyes.
It's there I can see what I mean to you…
It's there you loose your disguise.
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I hate that you have the ability to make me cry...
why...I sigh...
for relief from the pain.
Do I win...lose...or gain?
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Overwhelmed by my sudden show of emotions...
It's hard to know how to even begin to feel.
I'm trying to see through what I now know is fake...
so I can somehow get a grasp on something real.
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I'm known as the defiant one...
My life is full, my life is fun.
I dance at dusk in the moonlight,
and I play at dawn in the sun.
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Once upon a shining star,
I made a wish and it came true.
I wished for someone for me to love,
and then I was loving you.
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There are two sides to every story,
in this book of life between me and you.
I have my page to share and you have yours,
each of us contributing a different view.
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When tears never fall,
and birds never fly.
When winter never ends,
and children never cry.
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Here I am now before you...
and on bended knee I pray.
Please won't you forgive me...
for living my life this way.
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