Shazza Rixx

Is it funny to think
This world we live in
Could hold all your darkest fears?
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I'm cold and alone
I feel so unhappy
Where are are the people
I've heard are called family
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I knew you were listening
Whenever I talked to you
You could see behind the smile
A friend like you was true
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The silence is so suffocating
Your anger speaks so softly
Like a little voice inside my head
I know this wont end soon
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I'm all dressed up
I'm sitting here waiting
But what am I waiting for
No one is coming
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Have you had your parents let you down?
Broken promises
Not been there for you
Not supported you whole-heartedly
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Just another voice in my head
Just another day in my bed
Hiding from the world it seems
I wonder what this all means
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Why do I feel as if I'm standing on the edge
of a cliff,
Waiting for someone to push me into the cold
river below.
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I cry myself to sleep
Like, very single night
I feel as if I'm broken
I can't do anything right
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I just can't deal with it
My life is just a blur
It's like someone grabbed a spoon
Put my life in a bowl, and stirred
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No trust in this house
Lies all around
Skeletons in the closet
Secrets burried underground
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It took only a quick hello,
And a few spoken words.
She was swept off her feet,
He felt they shared the same world.
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I know what it's like
To be really stressed
All alone and sad
Down and deeply depressed
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Leprechauns and fairies
Play by the brooke
If you are quiet
You may have a look
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I'm torn to shreds
My heart is in shatters
Somebody broke it
But like it matters
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There were two people
From worlds so different
But when they came together
Everything was perfect
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A pink and red sunset,
White and yellow flowers.
In this little medow,
Sit the two lovers.
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The blade is blunt
My wrists are red
I'm crying so much
All the time I've spent
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This story is for the children whose stories have never been told,
The ones that keep it to themselves until they are old.

Prologue:
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People who see their fathers,
Like practically everyday,
Should love them like there's no tomorrow,
Even if you think he may never go away.
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