Shawn Marie Edmiston

I feel

So exposed
...

You have my attention.

And not through just our revealing
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I am in awe
Of this man
I see before me.
I look in his eyes
...

Go ahead, just do it,
I've had a knife in my heart before,
The initial stab is the worst part,
And it doesn't hurt too long,
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I can feel it, taste it, smell it.
Tunisia, the Mediterranean, the Sahara.
I wince as I close my eyes
And transport myself back
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Separation from you cured nothing
From 12,000 miles you still controlled
The rate of my breath and the beats of my heart.
The days that had passed were 745
...

I was fine.

Emotionally dead, but fine with it
...

You know me.
You know me better
Than almost anyone
Maybe everyone,
...

You
Are a special
Kind of crazy,
Not
...

An hour gained is nothing
When it’s all been said
It’s your last day here
And my last day here with you.
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My super power is control over my emotions.
Love hard, than shut it down until the next round.
You might be my kryptonite if didn't know better
If I wasn't able to turn and leave my feelings somewhere
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I am guilty
Of underrating comfortable in life
I always chased excitement
And my next adrenaline high,
...

Now what?
For so long, I have conveniently left
Any feelings I caught,
On your porch when I leave.
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I was afraid,
No, I knew
This would happen
Eventually.
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There is a crack

In the surface layer
...

Suspended

On a plane somewhere between
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