Shaina Lloyd

When I talked with you online
I felt a feeling inside my heart
but something told me I cant have you
because we live so far apart
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A white man was at a playground
pushing his son on the swing
'Look son, ' said the white man
'Never play with that....thing! '
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I love to play sports,
to write, and to draw too
listening to music
is another thing I do
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Why cant I get you out of my head?
Why cant I get rid of all the things you said?

Why do I feel so much pain?
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You taught me many things
like the things I know of today
You're the best dad in the world
in every single way
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With her pretty blue dress
and her big pretty bow
a little girl waited for her mom
who didn't show
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Do you notice me when I walk by?
Why won't you ask me out, is it because you're shy?
I told you I would be here if you needed a friend
and told you that our friendship will never end.
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I will tell you a story
about how I found my way
and how my guardian angel
saved my life that day
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I want to be an astronaut!
a little boy yelled out
I want to be a gambler!
another dared to shout
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I gave something up
that I can never get back
my life is a wreck
and that is a fact
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As I was going to bed
I turned out my light
tucked myself in
on a long winter's night
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I still remember
when I was so small
You would just sit and watch me
playing with my favorite ball
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Come and take I dont care
Please just come and take me anywhere
I just dont care anymore about anyone or this place
please just come and take me I dont want to see her face
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She believed that no one loved her
or even cares
she doesnt care about anything
especially what she wears
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Why do you want to hurt me?
Why do you make me cry?
Do you even know
how much pain you cause inside?
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Being without you I cry and I weep
Being without you I dont get much sleep

Being without you you're always in my head
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I can tell that you like me
I see it in your eyes everyday
but I dont think that you realize
that I dont feel the same way
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I still love you
even though we're so far apart
and everyday when I see you at school
so many pieces tear from my heart
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I wish you knew how much I love you
And how I think of you each day
You're the only one to think about
In every single way
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When you read my poems
I know you know they are about you
I see it in your face when you read them
your eyes tell me too
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