Seeker Of Truth

I set fire to my life
I set fire to the dreams of my life
I extinguished them and threw them away.
Because
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My illness is my life
I can’t take the pain anymore
Excessive pain
Tremendous pain
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Effortlessly
Fluently
Let the words flow
Don’t worry about the rhythm or the rhyme
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My tears fall
My supplications flow
My heart aches
My soul shivers
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My religion is Love
Please don’t play with it and manipulate others by it
Play with your Judaism, Christianity and Islam
Create wars and bloodshed in the name of them
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She grants me wounds
And then asks does it hurt
She grants me sadness
And then asks how I am
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Lust--Orbiting--Voyage--Exit

Love in this heartless realm has become the four words stated above
He/She will lust you
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Oh Gaza I feel your pain
I see your children plagued
By the oppressor attacking from above
But don’t worry sweet Gaza
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Oh’ how much I miss you
Your sight I crave
To hear your voice is thirst quenching
Your comfort I seek traveling the world
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Emotions flooding my heart
What to feel what to ignore?
Melancholy and contentment combine
Confusion
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In this world I am but a traveler
A seeker of truth
Where ever I look I see pain and hurt
Is this what humanity is all about?
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I’m so so tired
I need to sleep a long sleep
But why are my eyes not closing?
Why is not my sun setting?
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What did you gain?
Oh you who separated me from my darling
What did you gain from it?
When you wasted my years and took my darling away, what did you gain?
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You hurt my heart so much and you say you are unaware?
I sacrificed what was most precious to me and burned in my own fire
Now you want me to forget yesterday
You're coming back asking me to forgive you
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Some read my words
And ponder
Is he suicidal?
Only if they knew I die a hundred deaths a day
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My hearts broken in a millions pieces
Please be careful
If you look you can see the million cracks
No matter the remedy I use they will always be
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I was not like this
But you have made me what I am
Now
I just want to see you cry
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