Sean Toland

I feel sick alone and tired,
unsure of what has transpired,

she was the one i could turn to,
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Your more than a girl, almost a wife,
Everytime I see you, I forget my life,
Get over soon, help to lighten my load,
After all, this poem to you is ode,
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The last thing I wanted was to hurt her,
After a time of love and painful passion,
You undress my soul with your piercing glare
Ripping my heart out with your leaking eyes
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An incredible friend,
There is no other,
You are there until the end,
An Outstanding brother,
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The Pain Its Runs Deep,
The Darkness It Envelopes Us All,
Why Can't I Get To Sleep,
Why Is there No One I Can Call,
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The infatuation of mutilation,
The wonderous affliction of the human mind,
What happened to tranquillity,
What happened to humanity,
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How corrupt can one race be,
Shifting underhandedly so no one can ever see
We live our lives with a wry smile,
Nothing is noticed all the while,
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So this is it,
This is the end,
Just waving goodbye to someone,
who was my love and my friend,
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The harrowing glares, The painful truth,
The difficult future, And the horrible youth
Drifting around, Too big for life
A warlocked Ego struggling through strife,
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Live and prosper, Go in peace,
acting like church is a way to release,
worshipping blindly, something you can never see,
Living by a book, that most will never read,
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The confusion of light,
The warmth of dark,
The wishing that something would begin or start,
waiting on life to kick my ***,
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Why am i here? A question so drastic,
but one i most answer if i am to pass this,
an all time lul, a depressing slope,
I look so strong, but I'm scared i can't cope,
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The patience wears thin,
As the lust now grows weak,
A time of passion,
Marred with greed,
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Meeting the parents, it should be a breeze,
Someone as charming as me should do it with ease,

An uncomfortable silence, I try to keep fluent,
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Foot in my mouth,
something so mean,
Foot in my mouth,
I have hurt my queen,
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