Sammje Peltier

Its funny
Ive held my tears
in for so long
they will no longer drip down
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The memories are more than just the olden days.
they are the shawdows
that follow you into every worlds you create
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When you dont say a word to me
just know the wolf you hear cry is me
under the sky of the stars and the ray of
a beautiful moonlight, when you hear the rain
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have you ever have that moment of great slip though the holes in your hands, or the speck of light come to you in your darkest hour and than blew out, just like a candle light. to have a moment that makes you want to believe again, but just as lovely as it came, it vanishes with a distraction of joy to cover up its trackss, ive walked a thounds miles to get where i am today, one foot after anthour, ive looked back countless times, tried to bind the wounds i have created. but what came with that was the grief and sorrow in ones heart because i cant take back the lash of pain ive casted upon them, so should i just keep on chasing pavement, trying to make things right, everything looks so wrong, to have a fools heart and care for others the way that i do, its a blessing because thrie is no other but a curse as well because i have loved thoses who so many have forgotten, heart shaped brusies and scares. i try to bind in hopes maybe they could find what im looking for.
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my days start so slow
the pain still shoots though my body at the wake of morning rise
my eyes start to tear up
seeing the next day,
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it been almost five years,
that we have been apart
this fact breaks my heart
in the darkness at night
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One Day.
One day you'll be covered in my tears
and i will Smile again.
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My voice was silenced for so long.
I almost forgot how to talk.
my tears never fell on the outside
but never stopped inside my bleeding heart.
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When we finally told the truth.
it helped... a little bit

When we finally put him behide bars.
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Forget.
how i wish i could
you make it loook so easy
the little things make me
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watch me fall into the darkness
where there is no escape

my voice will forever be silenced.
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i feel there is no happy ending
for a girl like me
this will always
haunt me
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Shh now my child
I am here to end your pain
To wipe thoses tears dry
and make you smile again
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Once upon a time. I was pure, innoccent and wild and free. nothing could destroy me
Or so i though, Than i met Him.
He changed everything, he brought a horrible evil demond with him.this demond has beat me and rapped me
Drained me dry, until we couldnt fight
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Hold on
dont let all the pain
go to your head
Dont let the fearss
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Drip, drip, drip
tears fall down
making barly a sound
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Wait.
for him to finish before you
crawl right back in your shell
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