Samantha Myers

My greatest fear left unspoken
When you get better will I be left here
Standing alone
With a broken heart
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He inspired me to feel such pain so deep an anguish it has clutched my soul ever so tightly. Oh my love please! ... please! I beg you! On my knees here before you I plead let go! Let me go.
I write these words in the darkness of my room. Only singular shining white lamplight illuminating secrets of this bloody lovelorn heart.
When you speak I hear naught but your voice alone. Yet you leave me torn in half.
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You make my heart beat rapidly.

Red flowers
With tiny petals
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Lost in this jungle called something I don’t know. I want something more. Something worthwhile. Change me, fix me, transform me please, I beg you.
I washed the dirt off my pale skin. I watched as I strayed from the path meant for me. I look back on the last month and realize it was all a lie, or at least most of it was a lie anyway.
I scramble to my feet and then fall back down again.
All my nightmares are in my head, torturing me, on the brink of death.
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Here screaming
don’t know what I’m doing

I can’t write, I can’t find the right
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Stuck between space and time and contemplation

I am not just another fish in the sea
Leave me be
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He’s leaving
My love is leaving
And he doesn’t even cry.
My love is leaving
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Has anyone else suffered a broken heart?
At least you dropped it slowly
Back into my arms.
It was cracked but you gave me glue
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12 weeks is a long time,
But not nearly long enough.

The first thing I noticed about Him,
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Ping.
Pong.
Tick.
Tak.
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So sick and tired of being sick and tired,
So lost and so bruised
Wondering when all of this will end
When freedom will rear its brilliant head
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I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel
Like I’m six feet under and suffocating
Buried alive, buried dead
You are a part of my soul
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09.03.09

And I dream that I’m in another man’s arms
Crimson red, is what I’ve bled
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You left me with a kiss and a dream
A dream that is fading.
You lost me in your one word sentences
You lost me in your snapped answers
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Because I loved you,
I let my summer go to waste
Because I loved you,
My heart was ripped to shreds
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