Samantha Ashley

I hope you're happy.
I hope you don't give it a second thought.
I hope you're happy but that's not enough.
I hope your miserble in that grave you dug.
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I would tell you that I loved you if I knew that it would count.
But I know there's nothing I can say, the damage done in great amount.
I'd try to go back and fix these things, try to change your mind.
But I know that it's too late and I've lost a race against time.
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Stab my sanity because I want to believe in us.
Murder my bleeding heart.
Shred my reality because I love you.
Tear me apart.
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Don’t believe the truth.
Tell me what I wanna hear.
Tell me a million little lies.
Come closer, whisper them in my ear.
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You always looked at me with a bright- eye smile,
but I never noticed your stare.
We always flirted with such fire,
but I was oblivious of your affections.
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These are my letters to you, so ancient and grey.
They remind me of such better days, days I took for granted.
Our world so different then, much of it still a mystery.
Everything a blur.
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Go, go away, away from me.
I possess none of what you seek
though I wish I did.
I wish I could find a fire lit within me,
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I love you no more
thus is the excuse for my faded eyes, my stolid demeanor,
faint smile and distant thoughts.
I love you not as I once did,
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Little flowers outside my window grow.
Shades of fushia and violet, in the warm year they flourish.
Through autumn's heavy breeze they remain,
and in the end bow to winter's frost.
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Love is dead for me and him.
Somewhere it is buried, never to rise again.
The breath of life spread, too short to hold
turned this proud heart; fire to cold.
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My bewitching creature, having seduced me with your forbidden delicacies. Feeding off my want for you, need for you and dare I say love for you. Under a crimson moon you take me and we surrender to the night.

I quiver with desire, gorging on it. Your body coils around mine so tightly that I can barely breath. Gentle fangs pierce my milky skin, leaving the mark of your sweet snake bite. My lips are left swollen and tender from the sting of your kiss.
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They love thy light; how could they not?
Tis’ a wondrous sight mine eyes have yet forgot.
They speak of thee; thy eloquent word, once told to me.
Long, since I have heard.
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It was a clash of vanities for you and I
Grimaces made for smiles.
We said simple things to avoid confrontation.
Hello. How Are You? Alright.
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I remember when you went away;
my heart grew weary and I cried in secret.
No one knew about us, at least no more than we allowed.
I think it best now that they still don't know.
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Ah life! You run hot and cold.
One moment; my friend and the next; my foe.
You have brought me great sorrow and great joy.
what you will bring tomorrow, no one knows.
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Once I stood before the vast ocean.
My feet planted firmly in the warm, golden sand.
From the shore I rushed into the glittering waters
and swam against the calm tide.
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There was a girl I used to know,
we were friends not long ago.
I recall when I saw her last,
we had been parted; much time had passed.
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No one could be as lucky as I,
to have such love in their life.
Once, I thought not a soul cared for me
but I was mistaken.
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When inhibitions are low, time has no name.
Caution’s thrown to the wind and purpose is lost.
Secrets are disposable and actions can’t be tamed.
Every word becomes a vision of lust.
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I hope you're happy, although it might sound peculiar.
I hope you're happy, I really do.
I hope you feel as though you have found a missing link.
Everything you want and need lies within her.
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