Sam Fischer

I dont deserve to be used,
My hopes, my fears, you chose to abuse,
I dont deserve the way things are,
I could sit all night in this bar,
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Judgments are all too easy to make,
Sometimes they cause things to break,
They're based on experience, not always on truth,
And often they make fools out of your youth,
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Now I found out I understand,
Why you were that way on my final day,
Not being there I hadn't heard,
What people had to say,
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It feels like the first time,
I knew you were the one,
It feels like the first time,
I awoke with you to the sun,
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You're not going,
It hurts,
I'll never be with you again,
I cry,
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You're sick of talking about us,
And I'm sick of thinking about it,
So why are we just speaking,
Not admitting that were doubting,
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A doormat isn't pretty,
They get treated like that,
Then one day something happens,
And everything snaps,
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The little things made us what we were,
The small times that we shared,
I remember most the laughs we had,
That showed us that we cared,
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Things between us still aren’t right,
I guess this happens after a fight,
I want to heal,
To reconcile,
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If space is what you ask for,
With that wish I'll comply,
Even if being away from you,
Makes we nearly want to cry,
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Bullets Fly,
Soldiers Die,
Relatives Cry,
What's the point?
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Your experiances shape you,
You are what they were,
As you get older,
The more you learn,
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Something wonderful,
It brings release,
Is this long feeling of peace,
People work, they grind, they fire,
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Ill show you how,
I'll show why,
I never want you,
To have to cry,
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I lost my soulmate,
My other half,
She wonders why I struggle to accept she's gone,
My heart tells me to keep loving,
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You are the person I love,
Although I'll never hear those words returned,
Part of me will always be with you,
No matter where you are,
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All the things I've wrote,
All the words I've said,
Haven't meant a thing,
You're still stuck in my head,
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Firstly I denied you'd gone,
Thought that you had simply made a mistake and would return,
Denied my part in the mess we created,
Wondering if turning back would be easy.
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Is it needing to be wanted?
Or wanting to be needed?
Why choose now to dropp this on me?
Do I really seem stable?
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Because of you,
The joy of life is renewed,
Because of you,
My faith in the human race was proved,
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