Sam Fer

I bet you didn't know,
That when I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you,
& Now I'm afraid to lose you.
I bet you didn't know that goodbye,
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You will feel my wrath.
My echoing pain, only a minute to unleash.
Vile thoughts beseech me,
How I never thought such feelings could upsurge within me.
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Tell them I’m immensely sorry,
And I never meant to hurt them as I did.
Tell them they’re the reason I live.
I’ll be here forever,
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That really kills the person deep inside me.
My heart feels like it was ripped out of my chest,
Then drenched with acid & alcohol.
Drenched in oh so diminishing pain.
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The death of an innocent child,
The agony heartbreaking vile.
A life to never be compared,
Left behind, thus she feared.
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My heart is bashing out of my chest.
No longer can my body breathe.
Teary windows cannot focus,
An attack of panic foreshadowed.
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Her future is over, she is living a murder.
Awoken at realization, stunned by devastation.
Unable to define, it is life which she will deny.
Obvious is her decision, conspicuous through conviction.
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Want to know why day by day, none still which I regret, I dream of you?
Want to know why I stay up, until the end of time, speaking to you?
And never let you go to sleep? Can never get that rest you need?
And will you try to sneak a peep? An endeavor which cannot be reached.
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I love you more each passing hour.
& I would not even love you less, if my life were to devour.
I will love you beyond my last dying breath.
I will love you beyond my sighing death.
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He wants her touch, he wants her hold.
But he can’t have it, he has his own.
He's jealous of every guy she's looked at, even though he can’t stand her presence.
He's jealous of what they used to have, even though he can’t stand this vengeance.
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Every life has its story,
Like every book has a title.
Every name has a meaning,
Like every voice has its tone.
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Clash of the rivals;
Oppose me, just wait.
My superiority is your imperfection.
Prone to courage,
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It is ourselves before another.
It’s been deceit before each other.
There’s been no change before repair
Why can’t we break this its unfair.
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