sally ann jackson

I tried so very hard last night to close my eyes & sleep,
but your still there I saw your face, that only makes me weep.
How long I ask are you with me, consume my every thoughts,
I hurt these months, these weeks, these days & every hours onslaught.
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Dish washer with its mouth ajar hungry for its fill,
Washing machine with clothes go round as dirt it tries too kill.
Fridge stands tall & menacing & wants too be left alone,
A door sealed shut & food inside as it tries too own.
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I say alittle prayer each & everynight
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Your Aunty can give hugs just like your Mother
Keep your secrets like your Sister
Give you advice like your Friend
But best of all
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Do not stare at me for I am shy
Please don't ask me all quizzed questions
Do not ask me of my reasons why
For I'm aware of my imperfections
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Looking deep into your eye i see the truth there are no lies
A promise to you i'll always keep even when my dear we sleep,
Our minds they fill with highs and lows we stand together & take its blows. Questions now need not be asked my love for you will ever last
I look into my loved ones eyes i see the truth there are no lies
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I'm sure I woke up fresh,
with a smile across my face
She said that all i have had changed
a life is now refreshed
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One day you'l wish you'd loved me
Like the love I'd had for you.
One day your heart will break into
Like mine had done for you.
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Nights dark fell on sleeping beds,
fearful woes still raw in heads,
Silenced of shock I dare to speak,
Truth so hard a friend I seek.
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I deleted you from my phone today
contact I now not need,
thought long & hard before doing so
as this ment we'd both be freed.
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You came to see us as an angel & blessed us one by one,
Bought calmness that was needed, left love now that your gone.
Cried tears of a sorrow, laughed to as past's we shared,
But overall a happiness, no pain in which we feared.
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I tell you of a brightness &
a darkened world I'd felt
A light that once had glittered deep
Of cards that I'd been dealt
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Your pain was evident to us, but still you know your heaven sent,
We encouraged you to go in peace no longer should you fight & with that thought you left that night & went too see the light,
A moment of a weakened heart you left us here & took a final breathe & here we're left with broken hearts knowing this is so sad a death.
We'll cry for you each night & day our Dawn, in time will only heal
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Your fight for life is over now as tears they start to fall.
A broken hearted family & there to see it all
Tho we're not there to hold your hand or say our last goodbye
but in our thoughts you always we're and this we can't deny
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We always looked up to you Dawn
So wise beyond your years
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Last night an angel came

she sat upon your bed.
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I tried so very hard last night too close my eyes & sleep, but your still there i see your face that only makes me weep. How long i ask are you with me consume my every thoughts, I hurt these months, these weeks, these days & every hours onslaught.
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I wear my scar for all to see,
like clothes there drapped all over me.
but the scar inside that haunts my mind,
you gave me that, now i'm defined.
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Was it real or just a dream
& did you really love me...
Those words you uttered
felt so real
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You can never tell how close you are.
It may be seem near yet be so far.
Its when things seem worse your hardest hit
Just stick it out but don't you quit
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