Sadistic Cupid

I want simply to be loved as I love you.
If that seems to much then you never catch up.
'IN LOVE, ' I never wanted to feel this way,
yet for you I thought it worth the chase.
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I dream of vanilla sweet lips, like the extract of your kiss.
I dream of a person who accepts me for, instead who they think I should be.
I dream of someone dear to my heart, no matter how near or how far.
I dream of woman whose importance is more than she thinks.
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Have you ever finally wanted something out of life, only to realize time is running out?
Have you ever had something you wanted to tell someone, only to realize that it would hurt you more to tell then the agony you feel now?
Have you ever been convinced that you have a higher calling, yet you find out that it’s Death whose been calling?
Have you ever been perfectly calm, on the surface, yet deep inside anger was sprawling?
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These things of pangs unknown by name,
I feel that they are familiar.
These aches and sores are all that and the same,
I feel they are strange hence forth all too peculiar.
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It's funny how love kills
like an assassin with forbidden skills.
First you get the feeling all ill.
Then the depression seems to take away your very will.
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Girl help me please cause I'm lost
I'm trying to find the road back in your heart.
The nights are lonely and way to dark.
I'm lost just wondering where you are.
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I've imagined a a place truely with no disgrace,
Yet only in in my mind exist such a place.
Aplace warm as honey and thick with its scent.
Never needing money, not one copper cent.
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I'd tell you of a man drawn to his knees by life,
but i'd regret having to live through it twice.
By ear the drum is heard,
yet by hand its sound is stirred.
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I've cursed your name from here to hades,
because it was funny to me.
Regretted it truly like rabies,
since pain never hurt to me.
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You said you love me and
I actually thought it to be true.
That's why I said I love you
because I didn't think anything else would do.
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Love, I wonder is it stolen or lost once it has gone.
Even though you show strength you still feel fragile,
and your heart seems like it can't be won.
Only to find you were waiting for someone to remove the pile of guile,
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I've been waitng and a long time has passed.
Your so proud of me you keep me in a bag.
I gave you another chance I heard your debate.
You simply said 'I don't know' to our entire fate.
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You said you need to do some soul searching,
Yet am I not who heals it when your soul is hurting.
A search, a search for what was my plea.
Simply a search of the soul was her reply to me.
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I little jolt from neg while pos is on your feet,
Now the term grounded comes to me.
One question I’ll ask and reply not bittersweet,
A tap from neg will rationalize my agony.
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Well I may have lost you, and have lost you fairly;
In my own way, and with my full consent.
Say what you will, Kings in a Tumble rarely
went to their deaths more proud than this one.
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If I had one wish I would wish for a better me, because the world is full of hostility.
I would want a better reality, but that's just not realistic to me.

I hope and I pray maybe somehow, some day that this world would be a better place.
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Have you ever tried to reach for yourself, and grasp the shadow of a princes?
Have you ever known to know happiness only to have sorrow steal it away?
Have you ever been targeted by many simply because you refused them your trust?
Have you ever had the strength to persist in total darkness completely alone?
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My box, my small link to the world.
My box, Diplays the scripted thoughts of this girl.
My box, Shows the advancement made today.
My box, is at thing upon which many children play.
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I’m sorry, I never told you my heart was so black.
I’m sorry, I never mentioned that I was just too impure.
I’m sorry, I never said “I don’t think I’m right for you.”
I’m sorry, I never asked you “Are you sure I’m the right one.”
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