Why is it so valuable to you
Don't you have a clue
Is it that important more so than me
...
If America's so beautiful
If America's so great
Then why is it everywhere I go I only see hate
If America is the greatest country in the world
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It's so sad how much I hated this year
Yet every week further I miss the week no longer here
New friends are made old friends are lost
...
She sobs uncontrollably
Tears streaming down her face
The razor blade in her hand
She couldn't find her place
...
Why did this happen to me?
The addiction ruined her
Our family split up
Living in different places
...
Lost in the world
I'm not alone
Many others like me
They stay unknown
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I still think of her everynight
Well looking out into the twilight
Beautiful with long dark hair
A body that will make you stare
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The night is dark still day is near
Vacation is over and school is almost here
Back to the hell where I must stay
...
As I stare into the dawning sun
I wonder if I'll ever have anyone
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Idk why I'm here some days I like to write poems some will be thrown away others will come here.=/ Thats about it)
Why?
Why is it so valuable to you
Don't you have a clue
Is it that important more so than me
Little white dust that's all I see
God to you nothing to me
I hear you in the room next to my own
Snorting sounds but I don't think your alone
I hear someone else
Someone unknown
Living in poverty to feed your addiction
Starving dehydrating the pain your afflicting
Two kids but you cast them aside
To family members so you can try to hide
Who you really are inside
Then one day I come home
Your not there
I get a call on the phone
The cops had came and went
The ambulance took you
And you were sent
Away for a while
While I was taken away
Thrown into a pile
Of problems you created
None were my own but still I was fated
To deal with them
Screaming on the inside
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
So I sat and I cried
While you went and lied
Trying to get me back on your side
Still I always wondered why?