Robert Matkovic

My heart burnt black
My mind torn asunder
Death swims in as a fish in water
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If you knew nothing matters
What would you have to believe?

When you ask, what is the purpose?
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I've become empty, void.
My mind uncovered now an entity on it's own, split from my feelings
they play, but do not live together.
So where Is my home?
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His eyes are open, but he sees nothing
He's alive but he isn't living
He takes breathe, to sink into reality
From a dream he woke, back to insanity
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The blood can seep from the parched skin
A solid kiss goodbye
A heart unveiled to me is but a lie
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The struggling beat of a stale heart
Can speak it's morning story

The winter months of cold and dust
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I live in a state of confusion
Waiting for paths to appear
Lost on a absent road
How did my path dissapear
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I endure in this desert
hungry and cold
I pretend I'm a lion
To remain both strong and bald
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From the start I knew
I had to teach what I had learned
What once I saw as the moon
If I could grasp the sands and hold time
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Forth comes the sea
from whence it came?
Questions best left
or be the same
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In the summer, sweet summer
Season bloom from what I do
And one second, from another
I leave my heart with my mother
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I shine ever so brightly
The gleam wavers before seen
hearts desire amongst
The moving planets and seas
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Disgust, hate, agony protruding from me
Absent notice of what's forthcoming
Black smiles quench evil eyes undoing
Conceal me I'm unbecoming
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For every step to your happiness
You seem to take a fall
With every chase of gratitude
It hides behind your door
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Pushing torn hearts through waded mountains
On an island drenched from tears
Yet We all search
And must ride our lonely hearts
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Start the sound of this gentle muse
Let it surround my empty brain
Be all free or frozen soul
Let me be insane
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Share me your stories of love and hope
Sit down, kick back, pick up the bong and smoke some dope
Stress less, I have intact my soul
Body is death
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Painted eyes tell lies and dreams of suicide collide within me
I have died a thousand times yet I rise to be me
I've lost all, hit rock bottom
Suicide has become an option
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Don't be afraid of happiness and sadness
From the mind they derive
the very path to madness
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I've lost myself in the deepest depths
Drowning and dying of thirst
From there I came to love from hate
So I live again without hurt
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