Rainbow Ostrich

Nothing is my beginning-and to nothing I return
Nothing feeds my soul and warms my nights
And as nothing is my life and my death
So nothing sustains me.
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I start the day by putting makeup on my face
I get dressed and go to school like every other day
but why do I have a bad feeling?
A feeling like I forgot to do something...
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Kicking and screaming all night long
I can't believe your doing this to me
Laying on the floor
Listing to the sounds around me
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You say its over
'We never see each other anyways'
I wonder if your sober
It feels like I have no airway
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I broke my promise.
It was a mistake.
You don't have to be so obnoxious.
Your words make my heart ache.
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Best friends till the end?
That's what everyone says
But there's something true
About me and you
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My mind is racing
Thoughts are taking over me
Why this happen to me?
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Although some things are hard in life
Better see the bright side on things
Caused by our actions
Devoting us to our word
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Do you think its easy,
hiding all these scares
running up my arms?
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I ace a test? I could always work harder.
I help with the charity? There's still people starving around the world.
I wrote the best story of my life? It's always lacking something.
I look the best I can? I still don't look like one of those girls on Vogue magazine.
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Thinking about it just gives me chills
How peoples words could be so strong
They insult each other with such trill
Like they've never even been wrong.
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I come home from school
Tears streaming down my face
How could I be such a fool?
I say with such grace.
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