Rachelle Firman

Everybody's always trying to be kind
I think throughout my life I've lost my mind
I don't know what to do
I don't really have anyone to turn to
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It kills me to see you with another girl
Because bby for you I would steal a pearl
I would jump in front of a train for you
All I ever wanted was for you to say 'I Love You Too'
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I don't have any marks yet my body is filled with pain
I'm not crazy yet they call me insane
I can't feel love yet they call me a lover
I can't fly yet they say my problems hover
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! In my sleep I dream of a place where happiness is all around
Where laughter is a common sound
Where smiles have their true place
And everyone has their perfect space
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The sun shines for everyone but me
I'm everything but what I want to be
All of my dreams are coming true
But for who
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If only you saw how much I admire
The one that beholds everything I desire
A magnificent person they are for sure
But yet a main cause for all the pain I endure
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Although I know you were not aware
I still do think that it is fair
I have the right to know who you are
I know it might sound bizarre
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I'm tired of everything you say
I'm tired of everytime you walk away
I'm tired of everytime you call me awhore
Really what is there to live for
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Why do drops of rain
Always turn into crying and pain
Why do I feel I've been treated unfair
I'm tired of all the lying and despair
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God you wipe away my tears
You take away my fears
God you gave us life
You give us a reason not to stab ourselfs with a knife
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I know I love you but my heart is breaking down
My voice is screaming but you can't hear a sound
I feel that you no longer care
I feel that life has become so unfair
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I feel like there is never anyone ther
I feel like nobody even has the sense to care
I feel unwanted
I feel like I was born to be hunted
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I looked at my children the other day
And I realized how fast my life blew away
When you think about life
It's like being stabbed with a knife
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When you send a wish in the night
And pray to God that everyone will be alright
When you go to sleep not knowing if you'll awake
And pray to God that your soul he will not take
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Abraham Lincoln was a great man
To end slavery hand to hand
To point a gun at your brother
You don't care one by one you shoot one another
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As you stab an innocent man with a knife
Not even wondering if he has a wife
As you celebrate another kill
Thinking damn how I love that thrill
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You say that you hate your life
As you stand there in your kitchen holding your favorite knife
As you say goodbye to the ones you love
And look up to the sky to say sorry to the creator up above
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