Princess Nicky

Many think suicide is an easy way to get out situations. Actually, it starts a complication. Suicide thoughts starts off, then think you're too soft. Why commit suicide after all? When you could be with good people having a ball. You could think people all act the same, that they would not change. Truth is, everyone is not the same.
When I was mad, suicide thoughts came to mind, but later, I'll say I'm not gonna waste my time. Stress, Home, Work, and School are all reasons to want to commit suicide. Sometimes, you can talk to God or sometimes a trustworthy person to be a guide.
Many commit in jail, all because they do not want show a mate or relative they have fail. Making a positive impact or await trial, even though sometimes it takes a while.
Suicide? Why? You shouldn't even try. Young and old are all doing it, sometimes society is a reason for this. If you're thinking of suicide or hear people thinking about doing it, it's a thing of making people understand the aspect of it.
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Ouch! Why are you dragging me by my hair? Now you are looking at me with a psycho glare. You used to be nice, fun and loving guy. When I look at you now, it makes me want to cry. I don't know what I did wrong or what I said. When I say one word you hit me on the head. I cooked, I cleaned, and been true. For some apparent reason, it's not enough for you. You have slapped me, raped me, and called me a b****. Then later said I will be later sleeping with a fish.
I stuck with him through thick and then, yet I felt we will be soon go back to where we begin. Then the apologizing begin.
I can't look at men and I can't go out. If I disobeyed, he would hit me so hard, I'll black out. He checked my phone and won't let me go out with friends. If I disobeyed, he would threaten them again.
I try to leave, again and again. Later, I get caught in the end.
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Behind every closed door may or may not be a secret. Yet people decide to be fake, despite it.
People ask to assist, but you tell people to just leave it. Behind a closed door might be abuse, arguments, fights and all. Soon it's gonna be too late to make the call. People close the door and show the quickest fake smile, don't ask the neighbors, they might say they haven't heard from them in a while.
Behind every closed door may or may not be a secret. Yet people decide to be fake, despite it. Behind it hides those kind of Christians that acts like everything is ok, yet that's what anyone can say. You can act religious at church, but not at home, but remember, you are not alone. God sees everything and does not sleep. He even knows the secrets you keep.
Behind every closed door may or may not be a secret. Yet people decide to be fake, despite it. Behind it hides dysfunctional families that just don't seem to see eye to eye. We pray that they get along, before it's time to say good bye. Arguments, fights, lies, name calls and profanity use. People don't understand, it hurts another's self esteem too. Low self esteem leads to flaws and conflicts and take on your way of life too.
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