Little King of Sorrows

I yell inside my head.
Please Stop! ! !
Memories! ! !
Please rest aside the dead.
No more. Please no more.
My heart has had enough.
I can only act so tough.
Feeling is what you need.
My heart is broken by my deed.
The tears you shouldn't ever heed.
STOP! ! ! Please don't write no more.
You expose yourself you manly whore.
This isn't what you wrote this for.
But the tears that come I can't ignore.
On my knees.
Little king....
all this sadness that you bring.
Why not a happy song you sing?
Why these constant words that only sting?
A lie you want, I lie you get.
It was all to win a stupid bet.
The way inside was always set.
That one thing was worth the get.
Worth the pain I would beget.
Worth this suffocating debt.
To live my life within this net.
This perfect lie not finished yet.
Shattered dreams within the air,
told by your unwritten care,
yes I broke, and took a dare,
never once to weigh what's fair.
Just to write my tears away,
just to live another day,
the things I saw you can't betray,
I was at the spot your comfort lay.
I wish it never happened so,
this far I never chose to go,
that deep...I never stooped so low,
my pain for you, you'll never know.

© 2013 L.K.Sorrows