Some days, I don't know how I'm supposed to feel
I've hurt so much I can't tell if that unbearable pain is real
I love you but I don't know if I can be with you
Sometime I'm afraid to leave you & sometimes I just sit here wondering what to do
Should I leave or stay with you?
I'm not even sure if I can forgive you for what you've done
Sometimes I just want to scream & run
Run away & never think of coming back
Ending this relationship & covering up my tracks
Maybe it would be a good thing for us both
Moving on & forgetting about what we think is hurting us most
Twenty-Two years of my life I promise I've never cried like I do now
I guess I never experienced the pain I'm feeling, I guess I never thought about how
However with you, I entered into this emotional stage
Every time I cry my heart goes into this angry rage
The safe place I use to feel when I was with you I no longer see
You've ruined me so much I can't remember who I use to be
Maybe it's not you, maybe it's me
Maybe I should leave & focus on myself
If I don't have my life together how can I be with you or anyone else?
Every day we end our day with a fight
This broken relationship isn't making anything right
We're honestly two people who shouldn't be together
This relationship is like a never ending storming weather
However this is how it should be
No more forever, no more you & me
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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