Wraped Poem by Kassie B

I got wraped into his spell,
the one that surrounds you and you have no way out but to say it,
say that one word that changes everything.
'Yes'

It could make your relationship better,
or worse.

I took that risk,
I did it!
I said Yes.

But now i have a feeling thats not so good.
Everytime he calls,
I think he's going to end it.
If he doesn't hug me when he walks by,
i get crushed,
or i wonder if he is threw with me.

I haven't had one as such for two whole years.
I let go of that when i got the fear
of becoming more hurt than before.
I dont want to go back,
but it might be too late.

The first few days of this were cool,
I felt comforted,
happy,
not alone,
excited,
I want to go back to that feeling!
I had no doubts,
no reason to have a doubt.

I broke my promise to myself,
It was to not fall for someone until I was for sure about the guy.
Well Im not exactly sure about this.
I ruined it.

I was having fun being alone,
and it was suppost to be that way with someone,
or atleast thats what I heard from others.

I problibly just wrecked a good friendship.
...great...

Half of my friends convinced me to say Yes
and the other half,
they said to say no because they knew i would get hurt.
Both halfs were looking out for me,
different opinions,
different choices,
part of me thinks my choice was wrong,
and the other part says I made the right one.

Im lost,
and for right now-
he is the only one that can find me and set me on the concrete.