Worth A Try Poem by Austin Jones

After everything
after so long
not worth a try
Why?
what did I do wrong?
what could i have done differently?
to be worth a try
what is holding you back
stopping you
from trying
for it cannot hurt
just a try
where are all those words
promises
were they all empty?
merely to keep me there for a moment longer
because
i
love
you
and i have to
kill that love
and learn to live
without
why
for these long
hopeful
dreaming months
have i
not seen your lack
of intention
to be
we
us
not worth a try