World, Let Go Of Me Poem by Hakima Smaali

Darkness is all I can see
just looking to run away
looking to be free
I don't know how to be me
I don't know how what to think
I don't know how to be strict
I can no longer live
I can no longer bear
am I realy tricked? ?
darkness all over me
darkness choking me
let go of me
world, it's time to let go of me
to take all that you gave me and let go

screams are heared
lies are told
tears have dropped
so what's there to stay
time to go, time to leave
but how is not yet found
I can no longer tell what's right
or what's wrong
when I seeked help
no one was around
no one told nothing
deaf, I thought I was
no sound

I just didn't matter to you, world
you ignored me, said no word
so let me go please
I'm done
I want to leave
want to run
dont want to live any more
not looking for any more fun
I only need a bulet and a gun
now I don't care if I've lost
or if I'v won
I just want to disappear
I'm done living in constant fear
I'm blind
I'm deaf
can't see, can't hear
so why would I stay here
world, let me go