Wondering Poem by Mittur Ramprasad

WONDERING

Suspicious mind of yours has not given me a single chance
To restore back the trust with you after loosing my credence
Having confessed all my indiscretion asking for your pardon
Begging I am to overlook my mistakes and relieve my burden

Still holding the bitterness of my transgression done to you
You have not shown the compassion to forgive me to start new
Becoming it is to face the reality of consequences of cheating
Facing I am the realism of austerity of falsehearted loving


Having caused heartache to a heart that was trusting
Wondering I am whether I should be alive breathing
Even God's forgiveness will not erase my misbehavior
Wondering I am to end misery by joining the savior

Decision is yours to make dealing with the dilemma on hand
Being the victim of my crime walking you are on quick sand
I wish I can go back in time and erase every thing from the past
Even then in your consciousness it may wander like a lost ghost

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