Why Me? Poem by Hindy Nobody

To me, everything just goes fat
As fast as wind and faster than a sound
Not realizing that all are changing
Changing as people move on
To me, nothing is as important as I am
Digging further into the ground
Until one day, I see the world stop
So silence, not even a sound
I notice something in the tree
That shocks me and away I flee
Such beautiful colours
Reminds me of who I am
Rich red, bright orange and natural green,
The wind gently blowing those leaves
Away I go fleeing,
fleeing from the crowd
as the sorrow hit me so hard
making me feel the cold and shivered
why had my colours change?
Why does it have to be me?
Why do I need to go on
Without starting all over again?
Why?