Why I Feel So Lonely Poem by Flora Meh

Why do I feel so lonely?
Is it because I let people use me
Or is it because I feel the urge to give
I need to learn to give back
Instead of taking
I feel so lonely because when
I am trying to do something right
It gets back to me like I am doing something wrong
I am doing my best to give what I took
Instead I lack the need to give what I need instead
I know that I have a friend that is their 100%
But instead I push her to side line
Instead of listening to what she tells me
I do the complete opposite and I don’t listen
I know that my girl love me and cares for me
But sometimes I need to do me and what’s right
Sometimes I feel scared because I am afraid
That I will not have any money left to save
I have to start to learn how to save so I am get my own crib
So people could come and visit me whenever they want
Life is so hard why it is so hard
I am lonely because I am afraid where life would lead me
Is it going to lead me in they right path or the wrong path
It makes me wonder so much from time to come