Why God? Poem by ESPN CHICK

If God cares about me then why does he let this happen
Why does he let this pain stay
Why did he take the people I loved away

I tried to be a Godly person but faking the smiles that wasn't me
I tried but why didn't he take this pain away for always
Why didn't he let me die

I tried now I don't know what to do
Cause everywhere I turn there's a wall of pain
Its build up inside

Why won't you let me die
That would take this pain away
I wouldn't have to suffer

I wouldn't cry anymore
I would be happy and I wouldn't fake it
Here there's no where to run to

So tell me God WHY
Why didn't you let this pain leave for good
Why didn't you let me die

10-16-2007

notes: this one I wrote during my depression time...