Why Am I Alive Poem by Mykhal Glass

Why am i alive, it seems i have no purpose
I want to clear my mind, it feel just like a circus
Chaos and panic are words that describe me
Poise and rationale is where i strive to be
There is no happy end to my drama, my life just aint no book
Just pain kept inside, so deep i shall not look

Why am i alive i am begging for an end
But every attemp at suicide i bail out and cant ascend

My life is like jumping off a tall building and never dying, wish you could
But death mocks you by pretending theres a price to pay
he's not killing me but simply leading the way
Forever falling to question myself Why am i alive