Why? Poem by Cryssi Lawliet

Everyday I worry, I think, I wonder, I cry
Every time I hear your voice I feel like I can fly
Without you, I feel like I will die
I know I cut
And it's anything, but
The blood kept flowing out of me
It's flowing so much, I can't breathe
Come, come use this knife
You can only take my life
Look into my eyes
Do you see their lies?
As I stare into your eyes
I see a light, it shines above their lies
Don't you see everybody's hate?
Hurry and kill me before it's too late!
'No' you said 'I wont'
It sent my brain to a jolt
You can't kill me?
Why do you let me be?
Why do you not hate me?
Why do you love me?
Why won't you let me say good-bye?
With you... I'll stay alive!