Why. Poem by cassidy lorent

''I kneel on the floor,
tears falling from my eyes.
I have learned to hate you,
along with all your lies.
Then why do I still love you?
Why am I still here?
When you have broken me,
and still not shed a tear.
People say it's plain to see,
people say its clear..
that if i just run away,
you would just disappear..
but nothing was ever simple,
there's nothing clear to see.
I could never run away,
from what was one so dear to me.
I love you
but i hate you,
without you I'd be dead.
You'll be the death of me,
with all the things you've said.
I know this won't make any sense,
you might misunderstand.
Please just never leave me,
I hope you'll understand.''