Who Is This Guy? Poem by Lacey UnKnown

Why don't I see what they all see
Why does everyone love me
When I look in the mirror I see through the smile
But I suppose this charade is worth my while
Everyone goes on believing I'm fine
And that's just what I wanted, right?
Except for this one guy, he sees right through
This happy go-lucky show
I can't hand him the same lies I tell everyone
He just won't believe them, not even one
I can't lie to him I just can't tell him no
And I don't know why, I simply don't know
What exactly am I feeling for this boy
Do I want a friend or something much more
I suppose I can just wait and see