Who Am I Really? ....... Poem by hazel jackson

Can I choose to be more and be with you, will it ever change the fact just because you don't feel the same. will I ever be able to break this chain and be free again put away my fears and take away my shyness...for you I have no faith that I can ever change and no one can ever change me or my answer and why I will never know..is that you have to be like everyone else just to fit in or can you be your self and not really care and still be liked by many.. how is it that I am the way I am today and not have many friends after losing my only best one I had since 4th grade... am I blocking myself from things like this? am I the problem? ....you tell me who am I really?