Where Were You? Poem by tami alshamsi

You told me close your eyes
Fall in my arms
I will always catch you
I stopped believing in hope
You said things will be better with you by my side
Where were you when the world stopped turning?
When the sun never rose?
I sat alone wondering did you broke you promises
Or I just heard you wrong
I was alone in a room so full of silence
That I thought I am in a grave
Everything was fallin down
I could`ve hear my heart crying
Felt it pieces as they break
Why you`re here now
Your presence and absence are the same
Each time I see your face
I wanna ask you the same question over and over again
Why did leave me in the time I asked you to stay
Why and you are the only person
I wanted nearby
I was dying, depressed, I was afraid
You should`ve been there holding, my hand
You could`ve leave a massage
You could`ve call
You could`ve do anything
To show you`re worried
You care
Was all you said punch of lies?
I believed every word you`ve spoke
Every promise you made
You were a devil with an angel face
It took me so long to see
Your real face.