When Will It End? Poem by Katerina Richmond

Why won't drama end?
When can my life begin! ?
I went from poverty to divorce to drama! !
Whenever I find peace! Whenever happiness gives me a lift!
Drama pulls me down! Or pushes me off a cliff!
I can't take much more of such drama.
I need help! I need to be held! ! I need my Mamma! !
I need something that heals my heart!
But when I found one, things tried tearing us apart!
I want to be happy! I want to be loved!
I just want these tears to go away!
I just don't want me or others to pay! !
I wish things could go my way! ! !
............(later on) ......
I am still sad.... I'm still a mess.
But I feel something in my chest....
Something warm. Sweet and kind....
Something lost.... Some life similar to mine...
I met him and cheered him up.
And in doing so I was healing.
We slowly healed each other, but my scars began to burn.
And my stomach began to churn.
My life's direction was about to turn.
Now to this day I'm happy. But a scar and a voice tell me...
That none of it is real.....
But screw it all! I care no more! !
Let me choose my own path! Go through my own door!
If it ends bad then let me learn!
But let me be happy! Let me love it while it lasts! ! !