Whatever To Life Poem by Bekah Tav.

You said to
Believe in myself.
But how can I,
When I am so
Filled with doubt.
Not really sure,
If I’ll be able to make it,
Not really sure,
I can go on and
Fake it…
There’s so many
Things wrong,
And there’s no
Answers for me
To right them with.
And I keep on dreaming,
That I’m going to
Jump off a cliff.
I wish.
To free fall
Nothing holding you back.
To free fall,
Jump from everything
Bad,
To free fall,
Down from above,
To free fall,
Jumping for love.
These days are
Getting longer,
These days are
Making me sad.
These days are,
Holding me back,
From a happiness I
Almost had.
Whatever,
To life.