What To Think? Poem by Pam Fraser

What to think?

Did I some how disappoint you?
Some how did I let you down?
Should I feel that I am at fault?
What If I say the words good- bye to you?
I wonder if things that I believe in will soon disappear.
Should I still hold back my fear and tears?
That I hide behind my eyes, but I still don’t let you
see that I still cry.
I let the long weary days past me by
I still try to see that you’re the one I still love,
and one I still try to hold on to.
I still feel that I am lost in your eyes
It hurts that I want everything, and
Want nothing at the same time.
Maybe if close my eyes the words to you
will somewhat combine
the sound would be like the lies you use.
I still don’t know how to choose.
I ‘m trying forget we are together or not.
Whether we are right or wrong.
How to stay for another day
Or say final good-bye to you…….