What Surprised Me More Poem by Official 1SP

Beautiful, lovely, sweet, kind, and strong,
Is only a fraction of words to describe you;
You showed me patience that I had along,
And taught me lessons to love, if I try to.

Treated me like a king beyond any fable,
You gave me the best feeling in my heart;
Moving me each time you speak I am able,
Thank you for your undying love from start.

But first,
I say...

What surprised me more after losing you
Is being with you and being in your life;
You are such a complete woman for true,
The closest thing that I ever had to a wife.

And for that,
Thank you so much.

The timing was not right for us to be as one,
Still beside me in fear afraid be with just you;
I saw a world full of women in my eyes of fun,
Trying to get as much as I can without you.

My apologies have ran out and now obsolete,
The greatest problem was the faults I made;
A past of false promise, lies I cannot repeat,
I have hurt you so much that I led you to hate.

But first,
I say...

What surprised me more after losing you
Is being with you and being in your life;
You are such a complete woman for true,
The closest thing that I ever had to a wife.

And for that,
Thank you so much.

I pray that you find a man who is not afraid,
Afraid to love you the way you long to loved;
You deserve happiness beyond what is fate,
Thank you for giving someone to dream of.