What's The Point Poem by Shelley Caines

What's the point
Everything I do
Never good enough
I do try
No matter what they say
They just don't know me
They think they do
But they don't
If they really knew me
If they only knew
They would all run scared
I would even run
I scare myself
Some things they do
Make me go crazy
If they only knew
My true temper
What I'm capable of
They would run
What's the point
They laugh
But they don't know
They just don't understand
I would end it all
But there's still one thing
Only one thing
Holding me back
Family means a lot to me
They are the only ones
The only true ones I can trust
If I let my true self show
Who would stay
Who would go
They would all run scared
All of them
But my family
My family is the only ones I trust
So what's the point
What's the point?

This poem was written June 8th,2005. I was really mad when I wrote this, just so you know.