What Is Normal? Poem by sara taira

What is normal?
Is it worth living for?
The homework that is dumped at you every day?
Or the screaming that happens every day?
And every one glaring at you for no reason?
Does that sound like some thing to live for?

Every day it becomes worse and never better.
And i cry my self to sleep every night.
Never better,
just getting worse.

Is that normal?
Is that just me?
Am i different?
A bad kind of different?

Am i sick or something?
Because the only thing that keeps me,
or makes me feel alive
is pain.

so i ask you
the normal humans that are reading this,
is it natural?
For you to crave pain?
Because i do.

i just hope that some one out there,
some one who can save me from this.
Thats all i ask,
some one to save me
and maybe love me.
Is that too much to ask?