What Is It, With You Love? Poem by Titto Mutunguti

Sometimes I wonder about Love,
I am so overwhelmed by it
I cant reason.
But for hate, atleast
I would have a reason
To hate with passion
And that will be my mission,
I forgave, I cant forget
And yet my feelings about love just got updated
I would wish for more love like hatred
So that I would forgive and forget
And only love like a friend,
But then, you let me down Love,
You forgave and endured a tough- heartbreak,
Now you compell me to love,
And love, against my will,
What kind of love are you?
I feel you bubbling in me,
Whispering and chanting,
Everytime you see her.
How I wish you let me be,
Just leave me alone.
And get a life.