Walls Up Poem by Christina Phan

Letting people in and trust again
Is difficult because
I always end up getting hurt at end
I am done trying and giving chances
To people who not worth my time
They can leave and take
Their drama, attitude, and self-center
Somewhere else where it belongs
I tend to put my
Walls up
Just to prevent wounds and scars
I have enough of it
I have to bandage it all
I get it all from pains I went though
When I get stab in back
I don't do anything to you people, but
They do anything to make people hate me
The say anything to cause me so much pain
They lie and get their way
I don't believe who this people are
I don't how they live like this
I just don't have time and place for this
I learn to watch my back and
Be careful what I do and say
It will end up biting me in my butt
I will end up in stitches
I just going put my
Walls up
Or else I end up in tears coming out
That is what I get for being nice to everyone
I feel like am doing everything to pleasing people
If they don't like me,
Then that is fine
I am a lot happier that way
Hiding behind this
Walls up
I am shutting the world out
I am done trusting
I am done trying like I belong
I am done respect who don't respect me
I am just going put my
Walls up