Waiting. Poem by Eman Awad

I'm so tired of waiting,
i'm dying while my hearts beats.
Hate inside of me is overrating,
i wonder who else your heart meets.
Voices inside of me are two,
one to say he will come and the other say he won't.
With all the love i wait you,
i said that i'm forgetting you but i don't.
I find me waiting you again,
i find me loving you and slowly falling.
Life without you is nothing but pain,
your love i desire and your name i'm calling.
This joy i taste for the first time,
the happiness i'm in when you come to me.
Feeling like the whole world is mine,
i fly to the moon when you are close to me.
Maybe waiting is my favourite game,
when you come to me i win.
But when i lose who is to blame,
and who shall recieve so much love within?
My heart is under your spell,
no one can come between us two.
Then waiting becomes a hell,
they say you don't love me too.
But we have been blessed,
by all the great lovers the world knew.
And we have been kissed,
by the angels of love and our star glew.
Some times i get attacked by doubt,
what took you so long? ?
But you are what my life is about,
and to you i belong.
So how come with all the love in me,
you wouldn't come or think to leave.
I'm your only love and your first reveire,
your love i trust and you i believe.
I would wait a life time in each place,
waiting for you is like waiting rain.
I would wait just to see the smile on your face,
and love you once again...