Valentine's Day Disaster Poem by Laquory Jones

I feel like a kid again because I'm full of adrenaline I'm doing
Anything and everything I have to do just to win the crowd excuse
Me I'm just thinking out loud I'm just feeling proud now because
I've hit my lowest point with emphasis on the point Does the
Brain really matters as it splatters causing inner thoughts to
Scatter you what doesn't only make me madder it's the emotions
That I put on the platter and not even having the strength
To pick myself up out of the garbage bins Honestly I've felt in
The Dumps I need something to just pick me up as if the pain
Doesn't kill ya enough I know I talk about pain a lot But I'm
Preparing you for the plot take my two cents all the way to the
Parking lots I've told you I've been feeling the urge because
Sometimes I can't even deal with my emotions as they drill
Sometimes I just want to kill all the things that I've felt inside

People say it's do or die saying they will always be by
Your side But I've found out that's the lie because if the shoes
On the other foot People don't even take a chance to look
Now here comes the hook the people you love the most are
The most likely crooks Mind blowing I know it hurts like hell
Though as the Emotions grows the rivers widens and over flows
Oh hell yes it blows But I'm telling you something like I've
Giving you something that you didn't already know before
Tell me can you really relate screw Valentine's Day that's
When things took a turn for the worse the Pain's what I continue
To inhale and my inner thoughts have taking an impalement
As life begins to swirl I'm thinking about the one that got away

In fact it's clear to say she ain't never coming back I was never
Prepared for that totally blind sided I can't hide it fragile are
Relationships to me Pain and heart breaks are the only things
I only get It seems how can I trust when everything is messed
Up as if I didn't love her enough Now I have a heart in need of
Patching up just this poem needed all my inner guts to write it
On the paper I'm struggling not to hate her there's no see yous
Or Laters now you know where I've been thank you for letting me
Vent I've taken a personal hit needing surgical kits to resurrect
Me a bit but I've found it in pen to bring me back to life again



2/23/2017