Used And Thrown Poem by Umasree Raghunath

Sometimes in life, inadvertently you get used and thrown
For no valid reasons and responses known
You would have been loved like a heaven
Suddenly the heavens crash down to a burning oven
You get engulfed in a volcanic dust
Feel that everything around you is gathering rust
Sick is the feeling of being used and thrown
Feel like dirt emerging from the bricks broken
You would have been in midst of a solid fence
Suddenly you find all miscreants running in your tent
Scaring you every minute of your vulnerability
When you are struggling to face life all alone!
Darkness around you emerge without any notice
You seem to loose your way without any entice
Feeling of being drowned in the ocean of tears
Suddenly all your hear is the roars of the seas
Somewhere in the distance you still see the stars
But do never know when they would shine again par
Heaviness at heart does not let you think
For the simplest things in the world you start to blink
Happiest of the sounds on earth scare you from no where
Just because your heart lost the courage to decipher
The feeling of being left alone and a solid waste
Makes you forget yourself and your strong base
Slightest of irritations drive you craze
You never would be able to run out of this maze
Don't find the protective embraces anymore
Life gets filled up with traumas and troubles galore
The more you try to run away from the reality
The worst the circumstances chase you to vulnerability
You would wish it was all just a nightmare to forget
But unfortunately, the fact of being used and thrown do get
On the surfaces of life, that endanger you existence in peace
If not being thought of regaining, alone will I rest in, Please!