Unwanted Love Poem by shanika lowe

unwanted love


memories flash before my eyes
as the tears fall and i look
to the skies for any kind of sign
that this did not happen to me
i lay in a fetal position
resting on the hopes and wishes
for another day
needing all the courage i can summon
because daddy's little girl reluctantly
became daddy's little woman
he violated me
taking something that was so precious
if mama ever found out it would kill her
he said if i told he would do just that
kill her
i can still hear the grunts and groans
like a mad man out of control
having the face of joy and regret
thats a look ill never forget
i want him dead because he just killed me
killed whats inside me
leaving nothing but distrust and distain
for the future suitors who may come my way
why did he do it
i dont know i did nothing
for him to want me in that way
im just a baby as mama would say
but god will help me through this
and guess what
he will deal with daddy on judgement day