Untitled Poem by tanesha davenport

red tears of anger trickle down my cheek
knowing its my fault i cant get to sleep
i thought i tried so hard to make this love work
but it turns out it was me that kicked my heart in the dirt
it was me that blamed you for everything
...and it was me that caused you pain
now i cant grasp a single thought
knowing that this is all my fault
i never wanted to be the one that hurt you
but thinking about it, thats all i do
i never realized that you was in pain
i never stop to think u was feeling the same
i never stop to think that was the problem right?
now no one's here to wish you goodnight
now on one's here to sing to you before you sleep
or plant kisses on your warm cheek
no one's here to do anything simple
like smile at you and laugh at your dimple
now all thats left is a memory
memories of what use to be
but i can not change the past if i could i would
go back and do the things i should
now i guess 8: 30 will be just another time
and this poem is just another useless rhyme
about things i can never take back
the pain of knowing that turns my heart black
i guess this is now the end
i just wanted you to know you was an awesome friend