Untill You Come Back Poem by freda bishop

everyday i pass thro the dark
looking at you
wondering what u did to deserve you
but then when time stops and i sit here
can i face the pain i am in
wondering if i should let you go
or stand here trying to get thro this
i know that i only have myself to blame
you always told me that nothing is gonna happen to
us and now i gt it again
i cant breath jst thinking on my heart and soul
i still need you be side me
my heart is melting on the floor
because i feel like i am pushing you away
and i reach for you
i dont want to live without you
i hope everyday i can keep a smile on your face
but untill the days pass and me sitting here
i have no reason to fall and cry
there is always chances i may fall and break
but when it comes back i still can't breathe
jst lost and so confused my
heart feels like its sinking and its being pullled more
under now it hit the ground...and its time ova time that we start to break
and fall