Unimagineable Poem by Maureen Alikor

I was noth'
but a slippery
watery sperm
How it came to be
I know not

days turned weeks
weeks into months
nine months she said
I rushed out
like chased from beyond

though slippery
little me had no idea
of what I was to be
all I knew was I had to be
alas, I am here

time and time again
I sit in total blank state
wondering how He ever saw me
what He wanted with me
what captivates Him
about little messy me

as time unfolds
rising and falling
still held dear by Him
the one who loved and always cared

here I lay
all grown and aged
still leaning on Him
for He alone knows
that which I know not
and sees what I see not

though I err
divinely He forgives
lovingly pats my back
smiles at my saddened look
and swore to help me walk
like the tiny baby I am