Unanswered Question Poem by The Queen's Dagger

This unanswered question
that is my life
keeps plaguing me.
Everything's so uncertain,
unknown, and unexplained.

It's so hard to let go
and surrender my control,
but I know I have to.

Can someone show me the way
that I'm supposed to be going?
I'm lost and unwritten;
what am I doing here?

It's so hard to let go
and surrender my control,
but I know I have to.

You're supposed to be there
to lead me, to guide me,
to walk beside me.
But I can't feel you,
I don't see you.

It's so hard to let go
and surrender my control,
but I know I have to.

I'm running blindly
into the eternal light.
You're all that I have.
-guitar solo-
Can you just tell me
why I'm still alive?