Trying Nt To Melt Poem by growing out of a shatterd dream

y cant i shake this feeling
like when glass is when its about to shatter
like i am fine now but i am about to have my whole
life crummble around me everything was great
i climbed so high now i am afraid of hights
i feel like i am about to fall and never get up
i feel like the things i used to hold on to keep me up
are melting away benith me now the heat is geting to me
i am melting and i just want to be cold befor the burn gets
worse what i would give to be cold and alone again
now i feel like i am going to melt into it all
and never reserface the same